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Demarai Gray opens up on his battle with psychological wellbeing in spells at Bayer Leverkusen and Leicester

Everton winger Demarai Gray opens up on his battle with mental health and fitness in spells at Bayer Leverkusen and Leicester… as the Toffees star praises Rafa Benitez for receiving him ‘enjoying football again’

Demarai Grey has shared how he employed to wrestle with mental health problemsThe winger joined Bayer Leverkusen in 2021 next a difficult spell at LeicesterGray admitted he utilized to ‘suffer breakdowns’ in the course of his time at the King PowerHe subsequently questioned his existence while at Leverkusen for 6 months Rafa Benitez served deliver the most effective out of Gray once he moved to Everton in 2021

Demarai Gray has opened up about the ‘toxic thoughts’ that consumed him for the duration of his time at Leicester and Bayer Leverkusen.

A former England youth prospect and Premier League winner with Leicester in 2016, Grey struggled to carve out a fruitful career at the King Electric power and subsequently moved to Germany in January 2021.

The 26-year-old stayed at Leverkusen for six months — ahead of joining Everton on a absolutely free transfer in the summer — and has now confessed that he utilised to undergo from very poor psychological health right before arriving at Goodison Park.

Demarai Gray has admitted that he utilised to ‘suffer breakdowns’ for the duration of his time at Leicester

‘I keep in mind a time when I messaged my uncle and stated, “What is actually my objective?”,’ Grey explained to The Athletic.

‘Do you know what I indicate? Like, “What am I performing?”. Negative circumstances heading on. Past traumas. 

‘It’s a period, a mental bubble the place the toxic ideas override and consume your considered system.’

Irrespective of his struggles, Grey held a lid on his feelings during his time at Leicester and Leverkusen.

The winger moved to Bayer Leverkusen in 2021 and continued to battle with his mental health

The winger moved to Bayer Leverkusen in 2021 and continued to fight with his psychological wellbeing

He described: ‘I experienced very low moments and very low ideas but no just one would believe it. I could have the most affordable of small ideas but you’d see me the subsequent day and believe, “Dimi’s amazing, Dim’s just Dim”. 

‘When you get into people lows it’s like a satan seeking to get in your head and make you believe negatively about lifetime.’

In direction of the conclude of his five-calendar year spell at Leicester, the winger was commencing to drop hope of breaking into the very first workforce and has exposed he applied to break down as a consequence.

The 26-year-old has emerged a pivotal player for Everton under Frank Lampard this campaign

The 26-year-outdated has emerged a pivotal player for Everton less than Frank Lampard this campaign

Grey continued: ‘I’d put up with breakdowns. You strike the stage wherever inside you feel like you have acquired absolutely nothing remaining mentally.’

‘Going to training, receiving by way of classes like I’m not even there. I’m there, clearly, but it is like I’m not current. My mind is elsewhere.’

Just after relocating to Everton, Grey forged an great connection with ex-Toffees boss Rafa Benitez, who controversially took in excess of at Goodison Park getting previously managed archrivals Liverpool.

The Everton star admitted he performed some of his ideal football less than Benitez, primarily for the reason that the Spaniard believed in him. 

Gray is 'grateful' to former Toffees head coach Rafa Benitez for showing faith in him at Everton

Gray is ‘grateful’ to former Toffees head mentor Rafa Benitez for demonstrating religion in him at Everton

Gray reported: ‘I’m grateful for him. He had faith in me, he preferred me at the club, he manufactured that distinct and I consider for any participant, initial and foremost, it is who you’re enjoying for and what the supervisor needs and thinks of you.

‘I enjoyed my time with him. He is a good guy… loves to talk! He’s a passionate gentleman. I played some of my best soccer less than him. 

‘He gave me a feeling of flexibility and built me feel a precious member of the squad. That was crucial for someone like me and the way I am as a participant.’

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